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I miss the way you caress my face I miss the way you stroke my hair I miss your touch as gentle as lace I miss your whispers as light as air I wish that you were here with me I wish I was wrapped in your arms In your warm embrace you're all I see I know you'd keep me safe from harm I want to whisper these words to you I want to gently kiss your soft lips I want to tell you these words so true The words "I love you" are now let slipped

My crystalline tears slide down my cheek because you're not here you don't see the pain you don't see my sorrow that leaves me weak you don't see the loneliness as cold as rain I sit in bed with the blankets wrapped around me wishing it was your strong embrace, not these lifeless sheets I remember the sweet looks that you and I shared I remember how many times you said you truly cared Not a moment goes by that i don't wish you were here wishing you'd hold me tightly and kiss away my fears I think of the next time that we may possibly meet I think of the passionate words, part of our greet But afterwards you don't see the tears yo

Our love for each other gets locked away like a songbird now gone mute unless we admit, that bird willl never fly away never sing its song like a beautiful flute Let us soar on the wings of our love let us be free to fly together we'll sing the songs muses think of two birds of the same feather

Warm rays shining all around Warm rays melting ice from leaves Is now the time? Is now the time? Emerald leaves unfurling into a gentle breeze Emerald leaves escaping winter’s last embrace Is now the time? Is now the time? Rosy red petals opening gently into the sun Rosy red petals caressed by warm kisses Is now the time? Is now the time? Blossoming under the sun’s embrace Blossoming under the sun’s love now is the time now is the time

Frozen over feeling nothing but pain all consuming twisting writhing destroying and consuming loneliness bearing down missing you but I can’t tell can’t scream aloud for redemption can’t beg for forgiveness loneliness breaking me down silent call is answered somehow you heard you answered you came loneliness receding You listened as I cried and forgave me of my sins loving me as your angel giving me back my wings loneliness is memory rediscovering each other and love we once and still share forging a new tomorrow and soaring in our love loneliness is forgotten

Give me strength again to call you just once more give me courage again to open these old doors Give me hope again to believe you still love me give me faith again to see what you’d have me see Can I find my faith my hope, my heart? I found my courage I guess that’s a start.

Fuck off all you fair weather friends causing chaos when there should be peace fuck off all you drama queens who feign care looking for the latest gossip looking for you next story fuck off you twisted fucks who just dig holes deeper into my soul killing away pieces of me piece by piece chipping me away killing me slowly watch me die away you don’t care you never did you watched the destruction claim my life now you call pretending to care taunting and sarcastic taking you cheap shots well find someone else to hurt find someone else to kill I’m not your toy I’m not going to c

Life emerges Lifting eyes To searing light Stretching wings Long forgotten How to fly Unfurling slowly Shaking away the dust The dirt and the filth Awakening now Extending each wing Tentatively testing my strength Do I dare? Can I dare? To test these changing winds? Can I try? Will I try? To see where currents may bring me? Look over the edge Look behind What is it that I see? Nothing behind An open sky before Maybe now is the time One last pause One last chance To change my mind before I leap That moment passes There goes the ledge The ground rushes up beneath me A flutter of my wings A reenacting of a memory

Follow the thorn path Down past the river Down past the willow trees Into unending darkness Follow it though The briars scratch their deepest And dig holes in flesh And tear away piece after piece Follow it still when You can't see an end And night pervades Until you can remember nothing else Follow paths overgrown With barbed vines that trip And catch you unaware Falling into darkness Follow the thorn path Down past the river Down past the willow trees And into a rebirth Follow it though The briars scratch their deepest Say a prayer for each plant And remove their poison barbs Follow it still when You can't see an

Haunted dreams Plague hours meant for respite A voice pierces through my slumber And calls me forth to find Awake again But still no sanctuary From the calls That echo deep within Hearing your beckoning Searching through these years Driven by the need To reclaim my mind, my sleep, my sanity Piercing eyes watching Watching, waiting, but never there A voice that twists its way Through my thoughts, but never seeing you Searching, looking But never finding Our paths cross continuously But we never find our way Asleep again You call me to you Tell me to find you But never tell me where to look A hopeless task One that can&